Ayah...

Dad ...
do you know I'm sad now ...
do you know I need your help ...
do you know I want to tell you a lot to you ...
do you know now I really want to have a father ...
who can yell at me when I persist in error ...
which will help me when I fall in trouble ...
who will defend me when others think lowly ...


Dad ...
I'm crying here ...
I'm confused what to do ...
I was too ignorant and persist in stupidity ...
I'm too much in this life ...
and I did not think the consequences will be so far ...

Dad ...
whether there are you angry with my situation now?
if you are disappointed with what I did?

Ayah, aku selalu berdo'a agar kita nanti berkumpul di sana, disurga-Nya. Aku ingin kita punya keluarga lengkap, bersama ibu, Jeky dan istri serta anaknya. dan aku...Ayah, aku kan slalu mengirim do'a untukmu di sana...